For now I'm practicing the right to not be right at all
The right to not eat healthy or biological

I don't call back
I don't reply
leave letters at the door
I even risk a ticket
when I push my luck for more

Life's a box of chocolates and I'm hungry

I dont't care anymore if you understand
I'll eat all the chocolates in my box
no matter how many times you'll tell me I'm not worthy,
not enough to have deserved such joy and pleasure.
It's a bunch of crap you've fed me just a bit too long
It has hurt my heart just a tat too much

Beauties of my life
you are mine and I love you
I am blessed and so much more than I believed

A note for The Man

We are standing up
planting feet
unfolding wings

Man/child, time's up!
Time has come for you to be whole again.
You think darkness is comfortable and safe
but it won't be for much longer
Choose something else
while there is still a choice to be made

By the time you open your eyes
there will be nothing left to look at

A DAY IN THE LIFE OF A GUTSY WOMAN

GODDESS
WARRIOR
WOMAN

One day you'll see something beautiful and you'll want to perfect it

I think it was a movie that this line is from
It was about finding your purpose or calling in life
I just remember thinking

I see Myself

So often I do not understand what I'm doing
I cannot stop myself cause it is the only thing that feels right
but it seems to have so little value and meaning in the eyes of
of who exactly?
I don't really know...
Patriarchy?
the eyes of the ruling father?
Here I sit and dive down again and again
bringing handsfull of mud, garbage and treasures to the surface

Can you see me?

If I would take my time and explain to you what I see, feel and think...

If you would take your time and look me in the eye and I would not look away...

If you would hold my hand, touch my skin, feel my breath and smell my hair..

If I would take you by the hand and walk you through the garden of my life...

tell you all my dreams and all that Im afraid of..

If I would lay with you and show myself naked in the morning light...

If I would take you to the root of me...

Would you see me?

Would you see it all without distortion? without reflection?